The Tormentor

180417

I was a happy lass

Until you came

I was thunderstruck by you

With your lovey words that made me melt

My hands were shaking

My body was weak

That i fell to the ground

For you

Your eyes were windows to my world

Your lips were the doors to every single piece of my heart

Your face painted my memory

And you

Brighten the days

When everything was pitch black

Knowing too soon that i was wrong

U treated me like trash

i was the remnants of your despair

Your punching bag

Your doll

Your toys

Yo u have struck me

I became feeble

Physically and mentally

I cried outloud

My heart was crying

Crying for a dear's love

Desperate for your unconditional self

I thought you were there

Trying to catch me from the fall

The fall of love

You are wicked

Cruel and cold

None should ever know you

Imprisoned by your own world

Is where you shall forever belong

Constellations aline

Wolves are howling

Full moon illuminating

I was luminous

Showing the sky i was ready

To fight for my own will

My rights you may never mend

Shall never be touched

You are a monster

You scavenged me

You worthless scum

A rift between us

Is the best

To keep me happy

Not converse

I have flairs

You have flaws

You are earth

I am the sky

Meant for each other

Never together

I tried to fix

A broken heart

I tried to plaster

A fine and happy smile

Above all

Nothing works

Lies fill

Deceitful clock

Uncertain of time

Lost and dumbfounded

By your own ways

Clear as crystal

The light is never within you

Your pizzazz

Never drowns me

But only makes me stronger

Makes me inspired to be better

Better than you

Hopes up high

Falls so quick

You had hire

A prick

Thought you saw me wink

No!

I've been on the brink

These cracks disfigured my frown into a smile

And all along you thought I was happy

But when I shatter and hurt you

Don’t blame me for something you did

Stars twinkle

Glowing the night

Blooming periwinkle

Beautifies a sight

I wish you know what it means

But your stone heart compels

The truth never learnt

I'm drowning in the opaque woods

And you're walking on the ocean floor

We found each other at the shores

Only to discover that we're more similar than world's apart

There's a part of me,

That every second wonders,

What I've had done the opposite

What if i had turned right instead of left

What if I have still tripped over the rock

What if I woke up two minutes early

Would I have still miss the bus

They say love thaws an icy heart

They say love brings happiness

But why my happiness started

With a noxious you...

All I could say

Is have fun

Living alone

Left at the corner

Your depraved moves

Corrupted yourself

My my, what can I say?

Hope you have learnt your lesson

My dear tormentor

a.k. x f.r.